VIGYAPTI 3. It has total 25 shloks.
1) Oh Radhesh you are source of kindness and I don’t have even a drop of it . So now please do such krupa that I too atleast some of it.
2) O Lord at this time when all world is seeing You in all my life feels ashamed of itself.
3) O Lord the extraordinary power of imparting all work (kartu, akartu, anyathaakartu) in this world is in God i.e. You and therz no suspection in it.
4) Hey friend!! I’ve never seen such a personality with whom you share your personal matters and get such a solution that makes you relaxed soon.
5) I’ll say my soul is very stupid, shameless and fool coz in this present situation being apart from Thakurji it’s still in me. Coz actually when Thakurji is away from me in the pain of parting away from Thakurji it should have left till now.
6) O Lord the laws and rules written in scriptures are applicable to only those who don’t have krupa of Yours. Once Your krupa is done no rules are binding on human.
7) Hey friend!! A married woman is really one who knows the pleasure of being with her husband and others are merely like having name of being attached with husband.
8) Dear friend you know being away from my dear one (Thakurji) all my manoraths are in vain. It seems my life has remained to prove this embarrassment only.
9) I’ve not get any one like Thakurji with whom I’ll share all secrets and get relaxed.
10) O lord!!! Today, or other day You’ll do Your krupa on me and accept me thinking this I’d lived so many lives….. Oh wht else to say?????
11) Then too this mortified mind on which hope accepts for Your krupa I don’t know??????
12 , 13) O Lord this time, period shows their effect on me though they know I’m Yours. So I feel very bad coz I’d lost Your krupa on me. (It means if I’d have Your krupa then time won’t have affected me)
14) O Lord whether I’ll get ‘avassan’ in my prayers or mistakes or gaudiness I don’t know. As if brain has stopped working.
15) If one is inappropriate to get kingdom and asks for it then gets punished. O lord similarly I’m not suitable for Your seva and hence got this fortune of being apart from You.
16) If You consider one of Your’s as imperfect and punish them of being apart from You then that’s the greatest punishment for them.
17) O Lord You are in heart of all so this is hurdle being apart from You. And if You shall leave the hearts too then this apartness too won’t affect. This is very confusing state.
18) Like the ‘bhoj’ trees leaves my mistakes are just coming out one by one then too feeling that You are my caretaker n mine, I don’t fear.
19) O Lord my strengths are also my fault. Then too they are very minor in front of Your krupa. Being Lord krupa is Your feature and being jeev faults are my persona.
20) My soul is very shameless coz it feels nothing neither for me nor of others in world. Coz though I’m affronted in this world it’s not leaving me.
21) The condition of Your loved ones being apart from You is like a widow.
22) O Lord that age and time has passed away when krupa was so exceptional now time has changed.
23) O Lord the joys and sorrows of Your loved ones is different., only they know it. Your seva is bliss rest all is regret.
24) O Lord everything as per Your wish!!! If You want then have Your krupa and accept me or just leave me. What so ever You shall decide shall be giving pleasure to me.
25) O Lord !!! I just pray for one thing those jeevs that are Yours and are apart from You, please take their care, please see that their lives don’t get destroyed.
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Jai Shree Krishna!!
Regards,
Monica.