Jai Shree Krishna!!!!
Trying to sart with VIGYAPTI 1. It has total 25 shloks.
1) This jeev is inferior, n can’t even overcome it’s own faults. So how can such jeev find place in your lotus feets? Then too Thakurji is kind hence I pray please give me your drashan so my restless eyes find some peace.
2) I do know my faults and can’t overcome them. Then too I feel happy that I’m Thakurji’s part He has accepted me.
3) This birth has been taken for Thakurji so what He wants He does. I don’t want to ask for anything.
4) The krupa that Thakurji had on jeev made to think how to leave without Him? But as so many days have passed away being away from Him n I’m still alive what else to say coz this shows my furtive nature.
5) Lord you are kind many times You have done krupa on Your bhaktas viz, when Indra tried to drown Vraj, Davanal came to burn Vraj etc. When Shri Gopijan remembered You, You went in forests in evening for them. Then why You are not considering me? Why have You kept me away from You?
6) I consider myself to be less fortunate coz in early days You were no way ready to see Your bhakta’s sadness. But this days You have changed Your nature. So I’m unlucky to get Your krupa.
7) Then I think some day I’ll get You with this hope and Your grace I’ll cross this sea of apartness.
8) Clouds pour only when time comes then too chatak bird doesn’t leave hope n remains chirping. That way You will meet me only when proper time will come then too I can’t stop remembering n calling You.
9) Though I’m wrong n full of dosh then too I’m Your’s , Your sevak so how can You behave like this with me??
10) You are lord of time too. Then how can You consider me with time n deeds??? I’m Yours so please accept me.
Sorry for mistakes if any. Please correct if you find so…..
Jai Shree Krishna!!
Regards,
Monica.